late night

on the late October night,
the clouds darken with every step.
the shadows lurk with every breath.
mistaken identity.
the light fades with every wish,
every haunting moment,
past by cruel winds.
monsters in your soul.
claw at any sanity,
the end of true belief
of darkness inviting.

oct 29/07

lost soul

I can feel death...
overtake me,
cast me farther into the dark abyss,
i call life
she takes my soul.
i can't breathe.
no one can help me,
why even try?
i am nothing,
i have no memories,
no purpose
what is life?

august 10/07

a different life

all that's left is the memories,
the hurt are forgotten,
the dark shadows of the morgue.
the vast emptiness,
the blood curdling screams,
reality check,
monsters in your head.
you're losing it,
your self-control,
your mind.
tortured screams
re-occurring righteousness,
it doesn't seem to end.
scars remind you of the past,
fresh blood drips to the floor.
watch it as it collects in the
puddle by your feet.
it never went away,
no one can save,
left to die.

august 10/07

meh

the dark curtains of death, deceit,
stained with deep red,
dripping with blood
thorns as ties,
tie onto your fears,
can't shake it,
can't hide from it.
the lives of the unforgiven,
the lives of our fathers.

april 12/07

breath away

days pass
as winter night
takes the breath
of the soul,
blinds you by darkness
cut you with sharp chills,
down your spine.
through your fingers,
out your sorrow filled
cold steel eyes.

oct 29/07

Inside

blinded by the insane reality
that the world is meaningful.
that you're not being slowly eaten alive...
the deepness of the doubt,
in your mind.
the worry in your eyes,
the quiver in your lips...
mistaken love,
now self-doubt
and confusion...
who knew it would result in this?

february 6/08

Death, of the Endless

Through the murky light, you see a figure.
Tall- just a shadow-dressed in all black
Glinting in the street light you see metal.
The symbol around her neck.
She's death,
many fear her,
many doubt her gifts.
She comes, anytime, anywhere.
Believe that things has a reason,
that your life had a purpose.
that murky rain of fortnight,
dosed by the misfortune of our yesterdays,
our mistakes of tomorrow
Forgotten,
hope lost in the transition.
Bewildered reverent
of ever after, the lost cause,
the golden dream of days began.
the rotten decay of deformity.
She comes, she walks, she lives.
She believes in thought
misunderstood dreams,
the forgotten disbelief.
Longing to belong
in a society of true forms,
to understand the purpose
of why this is that.
She comes, as the winds howl,
the world stops
to remember each day
She comes.

june 21/08

days of ole

days of maddened believe of forgotten yesterdays
I once saw a purpose to the light, in which there once was meaning. The over powering remorse of the decaying y dying. Haunted by the forgotten realms of mistaken misery. Forsaken bliss of suffering brutality. You have a meaning, the life is lost. Where has the light dwindled,where has the sparkled faded? The sadness in her eyes, the pain in her heart-- tearing away the flesh of life. The sunken misery of past mistakes, y everlasting nothingness.

At times, I wish I knew. I wish I could believe that things were always rainbows y sunshine, that things were precious. The sacred bubble of protecting, binding your soul for all eternity. Wishing none lost--true guilt of the past. Haunted dreams of yesterdays torture.

Rotted--raging--boiled madness in the eyes of the often invisible. The scared y alone, a true crime of life. The weak shall triumph. The strong shall crumble.. False promises y trueness of seized suffering in the corrupted mind of isolated madness.

Seeking the truth for dreams foretold. Killing the death beyond all greatness... The cloaked madness-- seizing the opening of often crime. Behold all forgotten in the dark realms of tortured minds y twisted faces..

Dreams shattered by overwhelming dread. Haunted. Mysterious beings of the darkness within.

Dying. Blood. Scars of the battles past lived. STRONG lived...